.♥ azizan in our memory forever! .♥

-PERGINYE DY XKN KEMBALI-
salam.......hari ni ak kehilangan g org y ak syg..y ak angp dy sbgi adek kandung ak...even dy xde talian drh lgsg ngn kiteorg tp dy rapat ngn kiteorg.....sdh sgt2 bile dpt berite dy pergi....terkejut bile mndgrnye...ak bile dpt berite seolah2 xdpt trime ngn sume tu n just angp bnde tu mcm guraun semate2...pkol 11 lbeh, tbe2 eyo msok blik smbil mate berair ntros berkate...rah..bapah da meninggal...ak terkedu smbil pndg dgn rse xpcye....ya allah terlalu sdh ak mendgrnye...pkol 2, ak ngn kakak n mak serta adeq..waa sume nk sbot..fmly an sng.huhu..bergrk ke rumah arwah tuk meliht kali terakhrnye..dlm hati sume angp bnde tu grauan sdg an ia btol2 reality..smpi dpn rumah arwah...kelihatan lengang...bile tnye,da bwk ke surau tuk dsmyg an...bile kami bergerak ke kubur, kelihatan van jenazah bru smpi d tanah perkuburan...smpi saat tu ak stil lg than air mate n menidak an berite tu......tp bile org rmi angkt jenazah tron dr van, ye ak yakin ni reality bkn lg gurauan...ak da nmpk snirik jenazah arwah...ak menangis bile melihat jenazah dbwa ke liang lahad...ya allah kaw kuat an lar hati ak ni...air mate tros meleleh..teringat sgale kenangan bersame arwah...stiap tahun mesti ade joging same2...tmpt mesti kt taman teletubies....pas2 lau lepak kt cc arwah mesti ade..gurau2...bapak xsgop rse nk hilg kaw...even ak knl kaw sbb kaw kwn adek ak n ak taw kaw mmg mint gile ngn imah..smpi kaw ckp ngn ak, kaw xtaw cmne nk amek ati imah tu..tp ak ckp sba pak...da jdoh xkme...ak ingt pak time tu sume...ak sdh pak...kaw pegi dlu dr kiteorg pak...ak sdh sgt bile mkck sdre dy ckp..sempene besday dy, dy nk bli mto besar..superbike..n in 2 wek mto bsa dy tu smpi..tp kaw xsempat nk bwk pak! ak sdh sgt2 bile dga sal tu.....sumpah kiteorg rse kehilgn sgt2...! mlm td kaw excident n siang ni kaw pergi...n pd org y da lgar dy np kaw tgl an dy..np kaw xhntr dy tros g hospital....kaw bangang!!!! np mesti kaw lari an dri!!! pak, eve kaw xkn bce blog ak tuk slme2 nye tp ak nk tulis gk...ak tepon imah pas ak dpt brite sal kaw da pergi..imah terkejut n dy mnges sbb dy xdpt nk trime kaw pergi..kaw nmpk x pak..imah syg kaw cme dy ego..dy syg kawan2 dy....dlu kaw pernah ckp y imah mcm xsyg an kaw...tp jauh lubuk hati dy..dy syg kaw...ak knl imah sbb dy adek ak...insyallah dy blik dr plkn dy nk g melawat kbur kaw..nk jmp mak kaw...mybe kali ni dy xsempat nk jmp kaw tp dy sedekah an al fatihah tuk kaw dr sne..abg ngah pling sdeh sbb dy pling rpt ngn kaw..n ak terime kasih2 sgt2 kt abg ngah sbb dy bgtaw sal kaw..if x mesti kiteorg xtaw an...ape2 pon..ak da redha ngn pemergian dy..n da bole trime y arwah da xde...sdg an sbgi kwn mnges xhenti2 ape tah lg ibunye...ank ksygnye..hrpnye..ya allah kaw kuat an lar hati seorg ibu itu...trse brt tuk tanggung sglenye...ak doa an kaw tenang dsane..al fatihah......

azizan **

19 JUN 1992- 25 JUN 2011

AL- FATIHAH...

our memory....

kt tasek pg.! agenda nk g tmn buaye xsempat..so kite lpak kt tasek!

dlm kete...mase ni dok smbok amek pic, jln pon terlepas an...

ni kite g joging pg2 bute...huhu...

suke btol an kaw dpt mek pic ngn imah...

ni kite kua same2 g zoo jb! huhu...

p/s : pak , sumpah ak rindu ngn kaw!!!!!!! =(

kenangan2 ni xkn ilang kt ingtn ak pak..kaw kwn ak n adek ak smpi bile2...

♥ saye mule sayang.cinta.rindu.kasih.cemburu.dengki.usik.manje.dengan dy ni..♥

smlm my bufday n dy wish my besday 12.15 a.m..

awk lmbt ckt dr kakak saye ok...haha...bile msg awk msok, sy tersenyum2 mcm kambing...heee..

1st time dlm idop sy dpt msg cm2..xpenh lg dlm idop sy dpt msg cmtu..haha..nk taw dy msg hape..?

haha bia lar rahsie antre sy dan dy! * jantung, hati mmg cumil time2 kecik dolu..haha..
n when i col u... 1hour kite bckp..haha.msok rekod bru kot! haha..

mcm2 y kite bincg an n cite an jantung..rindu sgt2 ngn jantung! mish u dear...

i hope u the last! xde org len lg..if ade jdoh ngn jantung..hati bersyukur sgt2 sbb dpt jantung..but if xde jdoh..jantung y terbek dlm life hati!

mesti kembang bile jantong bce ni..haa..

bile hati decide nk go on ngn jantong..hati hrp2 sgt xkn jd mcm y lpas!

hati rse jantong lelaki y pling sporting y hati penah jmp! siyes!

xsaluu msg, just cal bile da pape..

pas2 bile hati cite pape ,jantong mesti dga an..

haha..pas2 nk ckp y hati mmg syg jantong skunk! ♥♥

luv u babe ♥

mish u damn much!

♥♥♥

♥henpon ku rosak ♥

yuhuuu..im back!!! haha..setelah beberpe mgu ak xupdate blog arini ak update gk! haha..actualy bkn sbb ak mls or ape..haha..tp ak lazy plus bz layan kerenah ank2 ak y semakin bertambah tu! haha..oppss mcm lari tjuk jek...haa..ok2..actualy ak nk cite y henpon ku rosak! hua3....mule2 xbole cas pas2 sim card ak kene blog da! sob3...rse cm nk nges jek...sob3...1 day tu ak mmg xde mud..

ok..now ak tersenyum selalu sbb ak da dpt henpon bru!!!

hee....thnx to my family coz pam situasi ak y mcm org gile bile henpon ku rosak! haha...

ad dpt ni!

sebijik sebutik r mcm dlm ni! haha...

cun x..? this i call my lalink vivaz! =)

* sumpah ak senyum smpi telinge bile dpt ni..haha..

kene lar ngn bufday ak lak tu! haha...

suke2....

♥ holiday !! ♥

hahaha.....cuti sek ni amat2 lar menyeronok an...haha..sbbnye kije ak merayap jek..haha..bkn merayap ngn kawan tp merayap ngn family ak..haha..lau dlu punyer lar ssh nk berjlan ke sane kemari tp skunk da bole da sbb abah da mule nk jd kaki jalan..haha....seminggu cuti xde wt pape...bosan n mgu seterusnye plan nk g perak sbb nk g tgk aank buah ak y comel lg hensem tu..haha...cbe tgk ni..hensem an...

haha...kn ak da ckp dy comel..korg xcaye..haha...dy nk tunjuk peace tp smpi lar ni xgti2 lg nk wt peace...dy pndi wt cmtu jek..haha....alahai kasim...xpela..tolak ketepi...ni ak nk cte sepanjang ak kt perak! haha...snok2...smpi perak mlm then tros kpd tdo ye sbb pnt sgt2...haha...pdhal dlm kete kije ak memmbute je dr bertolak smpi lar ke perak..haha...esoknye g kuala kangser...haha..sori lar ak mmg sbot kuala kangsar tu kangser..haha.jln2..pusing2 perok...sbt tu tnpe drancang abg ipo ak pon ajk g cameron..fuyooh..siyes..haha...xde plan lgsg tros grk pg tu..haha..punye lar pening2 lalat sume dlm kete..haiya...y baby n gemok bole plak dy ikot g cameron...amek kaw..tdo je spnjg ondwy nk ke cameron..alahai kucing 2 eko ni....cmne lar kaw bole nk follow..haha...smpi ptg merayap kt cameron pas2 g bandr ipoh....dala cm pnt lak nk cite pnjg2...tgk jela ape y kite org wt mse bjln tuh! haha..enjoy ya! =)

✔ hangout with my cik kambing & cik ayam ✔

haha.....snok2 sgt2 ok..haha..bkn hape dpt hangout with cik kambing n cik ayam...actualy cik ayam salu jumpe but cik kambing ni ssh ckt nk jmp..haha..after she married , teramat lar sgt nk cntc n jmp dy...but alhmdlh yesterday i see her...haha..even dy lmbt hbes kije n im glad to see her..haha....plan nk dating kt tesco.haha..tgu punye tgu ( sempat lar ak g cr kunyit idop ,brus gg , sbun muke ak ),ak round dlm tesco tu dlu..pusing punye pusing last2 ak lpak tmpt permainan bdak2..haha..tup2 dr jauh ak da nmpk da cik kambing ngn senyum kambing nye tu..haha...sumpah rindu gile ngn kaw...haha...smpi2 xde bnde len k komen kaw..yus kaw nmpk gemok doe..haha...but stil cun..haha..gelak punye gelak tbe2 dy ckp lapar..ak pon suggest g cr kdai mkn y bole ak ngn dy lpak lame..haha...dy suggest an dkt senibong..waa ak xtaw lar jln tu babe...tup2 dy ckp xpe kite ajk farra..haha...ak pon ok jela...jp g dy tnye ak nek ap..ak ckp lar nek kete..haha...ok2..dy xcye ak bwk kete..kakak lpe ke y ak ni da de lsen..haha...bile tgk ak g kt kete bru dy cye then bile dy nek, dy ckp bole cye ke kaw bwk kete.ok x..? haha...ak ckp lar dunt wary lar..ok punye...haha...kiteorg pon tros menuju ke rumah cik ayam..haa..smpi2 dpn umh dy ak col dy...

ak : oit2 kaw ade kt mne..?

cik ayam : ak kt umh lar..np..?

ak : haha...ak kt dpn umh kaw ni..

cik ayam : tpu lar..xde pon..

ak : cbe tgk btol2...

cik ayam : cbe kaw kedepan ckt..ak xnmpk kaw ni..haha..

ak pon kedepan an lar kete tu..jeng2 taw xpe y bru at her..haha...rmbut bru seyh!! haha..

ak ngn cik kambing pon tros menyatakn niat murni kiteorg tu tuk bwk dy g senibong mkn dsne..haha...tgu punye tgu dy siap lastly bertolak lar kami..haha.sepanjang dlm kete tu gelak punye lar kuat...ahaha..cmtu lar bile geng2 kepoh da jmp..siyes rse snok sgt..haha...smpi2 je tmpt tu msg2 sume cr tmpt ddk...kiteorg nk plih tpi laut tp xde..tgh je y ade..tgh pon tgh lar..asl an dkt ngn laut n nmpk pemandagn laut...mlm td cik kambing y belanje mkn...time kasih ye cik kambing...even byk giler kaw order..haha...tkot ak melihatnye...huhu..tp kaw bjye mkn n hbes an..hebat2..haha..smbil mkn mlot pon muler lar berkumat kamit mencerite an sgle2nye...haha...dari A smpi Z...tu pon xbole nk stop..haha...blik tu pas anta cik ayam ,ak anta cik kambing pulng...haha...dlm perjalanan pulang, ak dok sbok bercerite n cik kambing sbok mendengar smpi kami xpasan y kami ni da tersasar jauh dr rumah cik kambing...haha..terpakselah u-turn back..gelak punye gelak akhrnye smpi lar kt umh beliau...haha..ak pulak beransur lar pulang secare sendirian..haha....

* thnx yus sbb da kua n jmp ngn ak..

* mish u damn much lar lalink...

*even sekejap tp bermakna wt ak...

*sba ye ngn sgle dugaan..ak sokmo ade kt blkg,tepi, dpn...haha....

* pape pon smile olweys yar! =)

* i taw u hot now!! haha...

ak & cik kambing..

cik ayam & me...haha..

lastly peace yaw!!

♥ tired! tired! but fun ! ♥

♥ haha.....yow!.yow! haha...penat seyh tp sonok! haha...semalm my grandma wt kenduri arwah..mmg bz gile n pnt gile...huhu...sbbnye kene tlg mak n mkck2 ak msk...kene tmn g bli brg...pas2 kene kemas after kenduri...y pling penat kene cuci pinggan smpi hbes k kemas smpi bersih..haha..tp fun sbb mok su ak pndi manage the event..haha...hebat x..? haha...slme 2 ari gk ak xupdate blog sbb blik kg..bwk lapy but kt sne xde line lar..so xbole nk on9 n update blog yaw! haha..ak terpkse lar than dri tuk on9.y pliknye adeq sedare ak lju plak line dy..xpam ak..line ayam ke hape aziq oi..siap mn gme dlm fb lg..bile ak try ak pny line pny lar ssh nk melekat..haiya! haha..pape pon ak slmat da smpi umh...wlpon dlm kdn hujan y agk lebat tp alhmdlh my mom drive scre carefully...carefully ke..? ckt lar..haha....if ak blik esok arini plan nk g merayap ke bp mal bersame2 tante ak y rock tu..haha....tp dsbb an memikir an keadaan ayahanda ak y keseorgn drumah so kami pon blik lar ngn perasaan hampe..haha...hampe xhampe sgt lar.....hua3!

lgpon dlm mse bpe hari ni ak hepy sbb result ak ok...! =)..

Alhamdullilah!!!...

♥ peace yaw! =)

♥ walaweyh buln june r babe ♥

haha..peace yow....haha..ak bru pasan arini 1 aribuln 6...weyh da msok buln 6 seyh..gile ar..sekejap je rse kot..sob3...slmt tinggl mei..haha....ak suke buln june sbb buln june buln ak lahir....so kwan2, sibling , spupu sepapat jgn nk wt2 lupe plak ek..haha.....sile2 lar amek attention ckt...haha...oppss xlpe gk to dear....haha..jgn lpe...u lpe i mrh smpi tua nnt taw..haha...nk ke i tua..? xnk an..haha...actuly ak xsba nk msok umo 21 sbb ak xsba nk p mengundi..haha...ank jati nih....haha...org len xde pk2 pon ak dok sbok2..haha...hepy june day! chop!chop!chop! muax!

luv u june! ♥♥

luv u so much!!!

hehe...=)

woooaww! xsba nk membesar lg! haha..

♥♥♥ da knp lar ank en sam & pn maz nih! ♥♥♥

haha..assalamualaikum..! jawab jgn xjawb..dose taw! haha..ok lar...xtaw np nth...virus telah melanda drumah kami n ank2 dare en sam n pn maz...haha..glemer name parent i...hua3....mlsh kt sni mak ngn abah ak xkene y kene ank2 dare dy ni...hua...kakak ak kene gatal2 y agk huduh ckt..haha..means dy kene cm hama gtu kot...nthla..y ak plak...bile msok wktu mlm jek mule lar kua gate2 tu..bengkak2 bdn ak ni...kat bangi xde kene plak..bile blik jb mule lar ngade2 dy kua...gatal yaw! haha...bile mlm mule lar ak merengek dpn mak ak smbil garu sane n sini..haha...hbes bdn ak sapu bedak gatal tp bgn2 pg still cmtu...y xbole blanye bile siang ilg plak gatl2 tu...da nmpk an mgadenye mcmne..haish goram sungguh den...lar ni time2 gtal ak p msak ayak panas pas2 ak amek sireh! haha..pueh hati ak..pdn muke kaw gate2...sape suh cr psl ngn ak! kn kene da..haha..td g tmn akk ak g klinik..hua2..akk ak ckp doktor dy hensem..waa nyesal xmsok sx..haha..lau xbole senyum2....gatal da plak! (ak sekeh gk si rara ni kang)...haha..bile akk ak kua dr blik tu tros dy ckp ngn ak cmni

eyo : doc tu hensem rah!

ak : rugi2...taw ak msok td...haha..doc ckp pe je..?

eyo : haha..dy ckp ak ni kene kuman mcm hame tu..pe nth td doc sbot..haha..

ak : haha...bes ak ni pe cter plak ni..?

eyo : doc ckp suh mkn ubt y same ngn ak je.haha..pas2 an rah , ak ckp lar nk bako ke tilam2 y ade kt uthm tu..? haha..

ak : doc tu ckp pe..?

eyo : suke hati awk je nk bako tilm uthm..tu kerajaan pny taw..

ak : haha...sengal gk kaw ni ek..haha...

smpi2 umh tros dy ckp ngn mak ak nk bako tilam2 y ade kt umh ni...haha...gile punye org...

bes 2 lau da sume nk bako, nk pki tilam pe...haha...suh dy tdo kt lua umh mak...xyah bg dy msok..cr an khemah letak kt lua...sbb dy sorg je y berpenyakit cmtu...haha...ak pon bg cadangan y agk luar bse tu..haha...pdn lar mke kaw psni yor..dok lua sorg2..mlm2 nnt an ade org tumpang tnye..bunyi dy cmni..

incik..incik..nk tumpang tnye bole..?ade nmpk ank lelaki saye x..? haha...

ayook!!!!

ak xnk bkk pintu law kaw xnges..haha...jahat x ak..? xkn..ak lar adeq kaw y pling baek sx! haha..

peace..=P